This Sunday we'll continue on in chapter 4 of Mark's Gospel. This chapter is laden with stories and teachings by Jesus on the Kingdom of God. I can't help but remember, when I read this chapter of farmers and mustard seeds, when I was called on to preach one of my first sermons to a rural North Carolinian congregation two years ago. It was pretty intimidating to drive to work everyday that summer past fields and barns and then try to explicate how the Kingdom of God is like something that they knew far more intimately about than I do.
But maybe that's the point.
The Kingdom of God is like a seed, even like a mustard seed. Small, but when nourished and come to fruition, yielding great and surprising things. Mysterious at its core. We rely on seeds and their fruit everyday (ie "our daily bread"), but can we really explain them, can we totally domesticate or control them, or do we, at some point just have to sit back and relish in the mysterious bounty and sustenance they provide us?
I look forward to meeting this Sunday to learn more about, to participate in, and to continue to imagine this mysterious Kingdom of God with you. I thank God that his kingdom resists mine, or ours, or really anybody's attempts to control it. I thank God for the mysterious, manna-like provision with which He keeps us and pray for the faith and patience and awe to really appreciate a loving God that works that way. Finally, I pray that I get used to that kind of Kingdom, which looks and feels so different from any kingdom I would imagine on my own or try to make for myself.